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i so suck at updating this aha!
i've been so stressed out since last sunday. freaking 9 nights now i'm staying up til at least 2AM. saturday night i was up til 4:30AM for no reason at all, other than I just couldn't sleep. Finals are coming up, and with those, comes all this stress because I feel the extreme need to do well on them. my life is so not all that exciting. i go to classes, or i skip them, i don't sleep, i lurk around online all the time, and occasionally i go to some shows. uhhh i get ignored a lot via myspace message or texts, i keep to my room a lot lately. monday was chili night! hung out with lucy and her friends from work, and went to a baby shower. some people are awesome.

drinking drinking drinking lots of mountain dew lately. 2/3 a day. i can't help it, it's all that's getting me through each of my days. maybe that's another reason why i stay awake so late even though i get up by freaking 7 or 8AM five days a week.

exams finish next friday. then i'm free til the beginning of january. so awesome. i'm going to be working over winter break, which will be utterly amazing. it's gonna be office work, but whatever. i don't mind, i'm getting a good amount of money for it. i would love to tour with kenotia instead, but i doubt that's going to happen because i've been kind of ignored. whateverrrrrrrr.

i'm going to go lurk around now before i sleep. automatic loveletter on the 18!!! wooo!